3:30am... what guards my mind has gone to sleep and everything I normally push away sneaks into my thoughts...
*Are my introverted tendancies reversing? Or have I found a group of people I'm so comfortable with that being with them is as easy as being alone? I hope that is true, it makes me happy to think so.
*When I think of you my thoughts immediately jump to the future... which is dangerous when we don't even have a today
*Do you realize that my heart breaks when you act as though I am not important or loved by you? Its only because you are very important to me
*When the people I love are absent a part of me is absent with them... something is missing... it feels empty
*I want to be the person God created me to be... but every day I fall so far short
*I miss my piano.... music is therapeutic
*I need to learn to handle stress better
*I need Jesus to be enough